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My Emotions Are Raw
When I was a kid I cried easily and being a boy growing up on a tough Council (social housing) estate, that set me up for a fair bit of bullying and I suppose early on, the walls started to go up. I have always used to some degree. Tobacco, alcohol, marijuana, sex, masturbation you […]
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9/9/2022
This is a date I will always remember. That was the day I presented to hospital with crippling abdominal pains and 2 days later, a crash call was made due to my being unresponsive with a significant bleed on the ward. I underwent my first operation on the 11th to perform a laparoscopic small bowel […]
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Welcome to Ell
My moral code is simple and it’s all the L’s. LoveLightLife Is it coming from a place of Love? Is it going to add more Light to the world? Is it Life affirming? If the answer is “Yes” in all three cases then I proceed. If it is not then I don’t. That’s the code […]
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Realisations
In 2000, I had an emotional breakdown. It came out of nowhere and I cried for well over an hour. It was a torrent of emotions. I was at a church across town. I felt called to go there. I was chatting away outside and the next thing I knew, I was sobbing. The priest […]
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It’s A Strange Sort Of World
I have been thinking a lot lately about someone I knew only briefly in my early 20’s. He was a young gay lad. I met him through a mutual friend at the time. He had been brought up within the Roman Catholic religion and his coming out was a difficult time for his nearest and […]
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I’ve Lost My Mojo
My mojo sure ain’t working. This has been a bad year for me on many levels and a good one in some ways. I discovered how much of a survivor I am and how even when I have been up against it, I haven’t backed down against the howling mob of consensus reality. I have […]
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Clearing
I haven’t been around here very much and I haven’t sent emails to friends either and for that I would like to say “I’m sorry.” Subsequent to my spiritual awakening or rather spiritual re-attuning, shedding the lies which built up that I was told was true when in essence I was being souled out by […]
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Here We Go Again
UK Health Secretary Sajid Javid said on Friday that the government was stocking up on smllpox vaxxine doses to help protect some groups against the virus. Munkypox affects in largely the same way as Convid, through broken skin, eyes, nose and mouth and now the UK Gov’t is stocking up on smllpox vaxxines to help […]
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